Although I spent a lot of time without my mother, I never let go of the love I had for her before the accident and that’s why I was able to handle difficult situations. I was aware of no longer being the center of attention and I accepted it almost with joy. Looking back, if I had known what I know now, I would have told my younger self that it was okay to demand a little more attention. What I have never been able to realize is that a growing up girl needs her mother more than anything else in the world. I spent about two and a half years rejecting the idea that I needed someone. My mind was made up and I could take care of whatever came my way without hesitation. I quickly regretted the decision to disregard my mother for who she is and the role she played in my life. Young girls go through a lot, especially during their pre-teen years. When I reached this certain level in my childhood, I didn't react as well as I should have