After he left for work, I decided to take a break and watch some TV. I flipped through the channels, looking for something at least tolerable to settle on. I came across this show which I had never seen before, in fact I didn't recognize any of the actors. Of course, it would be a foreign film that I would decide to watch! Something about vampires and world domination, I really couldn't tell you more. Then I saw it. The most beautiful creature I have ever seen. It was an instant feeling, a desire to be near this man. I had never fallen in love so quickly, so strongly in my life. And I didn't even know who he was. My mind went blank, all I could do was focus on this godsend. Who was he and why do I feel this way? I felt like I had been hit by a bus, I was beyond confused and decided I was sleep deprived. I lay down, trying to convince myself that I just needed to rest. It took me a while to fall asleep. An eternity of staring at the black ceiling, listening to the fan, counting sheep, trying to turn off my brain. It was almost like I was afraid to fall asleep, terrified ...