This might be my last time – I don't know / So it's up to you to KNOW! I often go through my timeline and many things I share here publicly on Facebook, YouTube, Blogger, and surely and other social networks that I have access to. It's never my intention to do that when my fingers start roaming across that keyboard. I have always believed that it is God's will that, for whatever reason, whatever comes out of my fingertips will be used for His glorification in the "bottom line." Before I share what I'm about to do, I need to take a minute and talk a little about myself... I'm often misunderstood, I can clearly understand why many misunderstand me; I would probably misunderstand myself too, looking from the outside-the-box perspective. There is one thing that I feel is a very important need to make known. Just to summarize briefly. As recently as a year ago, I was consuming on average at least a pint of straight alcohol every day. Anyone who knows me can tell you about drug use and many would call me a hateful stuck-up. up kid, I'm sure... It really heated things up in the kitchen a little over a month ago when my own mother made a statement referring to me as a know-it-all; quickly, my temper flared. Let me tell you some very intimate facts about McCoy before I share a personal event that I most certainly did NOT choose to share with anyone, especially publicity on social media. To begin with, I know everything, I certainly wouldn't have dropped out of high school with just 1 year left, seriously, who does that? Yeah, it's me. Many people pay so much attention to physical appearance that I will be sure to upload some of these yearbook photos for your humor. I...... middle of paper... I'm killing you... Lord have mercy on us both if our paths should ever cross... It took a little longer than expected to prepare myself... I certainly have confidence that it will reach whoever it is intended for... I feel like this one complements what I had to share on Facebook... but... I don't know the plans of the master...I only trust him...Since I sure didn't want to I put it out there and Jesus is my only boss...Do with it what you will...so if I never get the chance to say it again on Facebook...I better say it now...because now that's all we're sure of...apart from God's promises...I love you, I thank you, I will continue to pray with you and for you …and if you never see me again on this side of life… Yawl throws a big old Sangin shouting, moving to show service to me… Be blessed, stay encouraged… and above all love one another!!!