We have been dating for 1 month and 8 days. Being able to have her as a girlfriend is the greatest gift of all. Looking back on it, I still can't understand, maybe what gave me the courage to ask her out was my determined mind, which constantly reminds me that I want her. .The first day of our relationship everything seemed normal, too normal it made me think we would never go beyond friends. The thought actually scared me a little, because it was like having something you've always wanted, but can't keep. We didn't get a chance to talk the next day. I guess she found me too boring, or maybe she too thinks there's no chance we could go further than typical friends. At that moment I thought about letting her go, because I felt very unloved. The same evening, I was able to speak to Katherine, she was the girl I loved. “Use for” ?? Does that mean I don't love him anymore? I don't know the answer to this question. At least I believe the answer is not important at this point. Because what she said later in our conversation is what I considered the most important. She said she loved me more than a friend. I was flattered when I heard these words. I was happy and sad at the same time. Happy because I found someone who could love me. Sad because this person is not my girlfriend. I have asked myself many times why did those words come out of Katherine's mouth and not his? But this question didn't stay in my head for long, because another question appeared, and I believe this one is the most important. , and it must be answered immediately. “Should I choose Katherine or my current girlfriend?” I was in a confusing situation, even though half an hour ago I said I was ready to leave my girlfriend, I guess it's true, that you won't know how much someone one or something is important to you, until you are on the verge of losing them. A few days have passed, I still haven't decided who I want. Over the past few days I haven't talked to Katherine, instead I talked to my girlfriend and told her the whole situation..