I have had many opportunities that I would not have had otherwise. But at the same time, I was still scared and confused about what was happening. By being there, you are not told what is going on between you and your case. You don't know until it's decided. People try to understand what it feels like, but you can't. Trying to understand what is happening and how a person feels and thinks when they are in that place is like trying to understand what a mother feels who has lost her son. You can never really know if you haven't crossed